*
Wednesday, August 13, 2003*
finally.
tis time its for gud..
u've lost me.
for good.
forever.
there's nth more for me to say...
there's no nid for anytink to be said either..
cuz there wont be anytink more said anyway..
i dunno if i'l haf e courage to not take ur calls..
or e courage to ignore ur messages..
u probably wont get to hear frm me anytime soon..
or at least wont hear much frm me in e following days to cum.
im sori..
i guess 'im sori' is all u say evrytime..
its all u hafta say most of e time..
but u never realise thts wat i neva wanted to hear.
neva intended to end up lik tis..
thts juz it i guess.
for us.
its juz abt e last i can take.
reali.
ashamed.
i realiesed why.
its wat u claim u feel abt urself..
but dere's juz abt much more to juz tht..
its more than juz urself.
i cant contain anymore in my head..
dun wanna hear anymore beyond tis..
Losing me might juz be e most wonderful thing for u..
thts wat i wish for u..
if there's juz one more thing u'd do for me.
is to juz keep smiling..
keep smiling alwayz.
do it pls, as my last request to you.
~tas
Tas_anne @ Wednesday, August 13, 2003
|
|
|
